It is at times like this where I think my kids want to sabotage me. My oldest and my husband are both asleep right now. My youngest was asleep until he raised enough hell that after two bottles, I just said "fuck it" and got up with him. Now after sitting here with him playing in the playpen for an hour, he is laying over like he's trying to go back to sleep. I swear all this has to do with the full moon and the fact that they have glaucoma. (My husband, oldest and youngest son all have it) my only major problem with this is that I cannot keep switching up my own sleep schedule because it can lead to another major seizure. (I have epilepsy)
I just wish they would get it together. I'm trying not to be my parents and make them get up at certain times and make them go to bed at certain times every single night. I hated it so much and my husband says he hated it as well so we try not to do the same to our kids but I am starting to swear that maybe they do need it. I can't handle another major seizure that will put me out of driving for about a month. Seeing as how I am the only licensed driver in my household. We cannot afford to stay at home like that.
Fuck my life......
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