Two?

Trying to adjust to having two children to look after is hard.especially since I have had only one child for five years now.and ever since August I have two boys now.the eldest is five so a lot of the time I feel like I am ignoring him because his brother isn't even a month old yet.he's not even two weeks. And so trying to balance out my time is definitely in the learning process.
And then here soon we will have to take the youngest to an eye doctor to have his cataracts removed like we did when his older brother was born so that day my attention will definitely be on the younger sibling. I hate having to divide my time like that but I am trying.