People....

I swear I get so tired of people taking advantage of those of us who dont have much. Especially certain people *cough cough* who have a house that they own, have a job, has at least four vehicles whereas my family does not have a job, having to live in the damn housing authority and is having to pay that certain person gas money anytime we have to go to the fucking store for something!
They caused me to lose my vehicle,they turned my vehicle into a damn junk heap and still expect me not my husband to get mad when we have to sell something we own to buy something just to buy things like diapers....it's fucking disgusting how much they don't want me to get ahead in life.
Its absolutely fucking disgusting
(side note: mickie james is not "hardcore country". Showing off your breasts and abs and ass in a music video while wearing daisy dukes and a tied up plaid shirt and cowboy boots do not make you "hardcore")

My life

I have to admit that I have always had issues with my body and my mind. Whether I'm too shy or what I wished I looked like.you know,normal worries. But then I turned nineteen and got set up with this great guy, who has been my husband for five years so far, and next thing I know I am pregnant with my first child, who is turning five this year 😦,but going through those changes and feeling his kicks and then giving birth to him has really opened my mind and has stomped on those issues I had.
Even more so with all the healthy issues that we later found out about his eyes. (born with cataracts,ended up having glaucoma which we're still dealing with now) but despite all of that, he has remained just so unbelievably happy and is the sweetest most living child on this planet. Seeing him face all this and watch him never change demeanor has really taught me major lessons and helped to further stomp down my own issues. Also seeing him love me unconditionally even though I'm overweight,etc makes me love him that much more.it makes me realize that that stuff doesn't matter at all.
Then I developed epilepsy and had to go through having him witness several of my seizures reevaluated my thinking as well. Ever since that first seizure,if I am laying down for any reason or if I complain of not feeling well,he immediately will come lay beside me or he will constantly come ask if I am okay. He'll love on me, give me kisses and endless hugs, thinking in his mind that it'll make me feel better and in many ways it actually does. I mean I'm in my midtwenties and here is a five year old little boy who does everything he can to male me feel better.how can you not love him for that?
So now I have come upon finding myself pregnant yet again.mind you that I still have epilepsy so this pregnancy is really stressing me out.I have fears that are there now that weren't before during my first pregnancy.but my son, and my husband, still remain the sweet ones they are. My son even tried ,on purpose, not to lay on my stomach and such. He says he wants a little brother,😄 at this point I don't care what gender the baby is but that it comes out perfectly healthy and doesn't have any health problems.
Becoming a mother really changes you.

Get over it

This country really needs a wake up call. All this political correct carp is bullshit.  You all cannot face the fact that trump speaks his mind while you get the lies and run around from everyone else. My homestate elected trump as the republican candidate in the primaries and I'm glad. Now he just needs to become the president.

This country needs a fix and trump is the man to do it. We do not need any other "first"  presidents. And this country sure does not need a first female president. I'm not saying that a woman cannot do the job but the woman that's running for president absolutely will not do the job. She needs to be in jail.as does Sharpton but that's just my opinion.

I saw on Facebook where someone actually called these times "modern slavery days " whoever that person is must be hooked on crack or something.it's not any kind of slavery days because if it were, white people wouldn't be getting such carp for what we do. You all would know your place. ....just saying!

Listen here.....

I think that its about time that I talk about this whole gun control issue. I want a president who supports guns. If the president does not support guns then they know they have the ability to control you even more so because they wild be the ones with the guns pointing at you. And we all know that most cops are assholes, not all but some, and if you're caught at their mercy especially as a woman it could mean bad business for you. I know I feel safer knowing that I know how to use a gun and have access to it anytime. Especially when it comes to the days where my husband isn't home but will leave me one of his guns. I don't understand those that are afraid of guns. I grew up around guns and I'm still alive. Never had a misfire by one sitting near me. Btw, most guns won't actually shoot by just laying on a table unless its a crappy cheap gun or if it gets under some heat but usually a person has to be holding that gun and actually pull the trigger for it to happen. Also its time to stop blaming those people who who have went through the legal hurdles to be able to buy and carry a gun. Because what if you get into a situation and unknown to you that that the very person you were criticizing could be the very person that stands between you and death.
When a person gets into trouble for drinking and driving, the car nor the alcohol gets the blame but the PERSON does. When someone eats too much, the food nor the fork\spoon gets the blame, the PERSON does. And when a person gets involved in an accident by either another vehicle or an animal, that person or the other person involved gets the blame, not the cars nor the animals. Also when we misspell words, the electronic or pen or pencil doesn't get the blame the person holding it blames themselves....... get the picture yet? Just because someone goes crazy and starts shooting people doesn't mean that its the people who legally carry nor is it the guns' fault. Its the fault of the person pulling the trigger. Its what they do that matters. Guns are just metal tools that we use. They can't sit there and say "I think I'm going to go sneak up on some security guard in a gated community and try to kill him" nor do they say "I'm going to go shoot up a school today" guns are just objects.

long time no see

I'm back!!!! Its been awhile since I have posted anything on here but I had the app for this blog site on my tablet but that tablet broke, so now I have another one that is not compatible with the app so I have to sign in from browser to post. Long story short: I was gone, but now I am back.
My topic today just kind of presented itself to me while I was crocheting earlier. I'm crocheting my little project and a thought came to me. That thought was: " if you really think on it, this country was built on thieves." At first it kind of shocked me to think of this but the more I thought on it, its really true. Our country got its start because of the greed of king George and at first everything was all well and fine. But colonists got it in their heads that they could rule themselves so then we had the revolutionary war and then we got greedy ourselves and wanted to expand our little country so we uprooted the native Americans that were here and kept pushing them farther and farther back until we took over this whole Continent and now, in 2015, we are still not satisfied with anything because we still try to police the other countries. Americans are perseeved  as rude and uncivillized by so many countries. We are just as bad though. We send missionaries overseas to try to change religions these said countries have had forever. Unless a country runs and functions exactly like the united states does then we are not happy until we either change everything about them or until we go to war and kill them.
A lot of what I post on this blog might anger readers and some might call me unamerican but I am not. I fully support our military men and women. I still respect the flag. My faith is older than that of christianity but america really does not have a set religion for the whole country nor do we have a set language. We majority speak English and even Spanish but there's no national religion nor is there a national language unlike most countries.

Leave a comment if you would like but if your going to comment, please, keep it civil.
Y'all come back now ya hear!!! 😊

Finished

I finally got finished with this great book that I'd been trying to read for at least two weeks now. (I'm not a slow reader but when you have kids, they take up most of your time) But the book is called Washington's spies. It tells of how Washington had a spy ring going during the revolutionary war and it even dabbles in some about Benedict Arnold. But I did find interesting that during that time was when the first use of invisible ink was formulated and used. I'm not sure if it is true or not but I wouldn't put it past Washington to come up with that. Don't get me wrong, Washington was no saint either. He very much liked prostitutes, leaving him at odds with his wife a lot but as far as a president and a soldier, though, he was a force to be reckon with. If you read up on a lot of our forefathers, the majority of them weren't very nice as far as beings people persons but they were very smart ad far as government goes and military.
Who else can write a document that even to this day in time,2014,still use the document as it was said. I seriously doubt I can.
I believe that those of us who are fighting back against the government now believe in the same things that they believed in back then. Gerald O'Hara from"Gone with the wind" said best though. He said that land was the only thing worth fighting for, worth dying for. I for one agree with that. Without land, you would have nothing to call your own. You wouldn't have foundation on which to build home and family upon. Land provides food, shelter and if we treat it right, land makes us feel as if we're apart if something bigger.
Most of our forefathers were not Christians either, the people who discovered this land were but the ones who built the United States of America on that land were not. " In God we trust" was added to our money several years after most of our forefathers had died.
It's better to read up on history by way of books from stores or by history channel, even then you have to be skeptical on who's right. You surely cannot true the school systems one bit.
Til another time.......:-)

New sex ed books

I read a lot about how enraged parents are a the new sex ed  books that some middle school children have. My only problem with the whole thing is that it's coming from the government. Things like that are meant to be taught at home by the parents. Also, I really do not see why parents are so outraged over children getting married so young.
Back in old days, parents arranged their children's marriages. Some as young as infants were promised to boys and some got married to a man of the parent's approval at the age of sixteen. Its called surviving. Most of the ancestors of people that live in this country have probably had family members that have done that or had that happen to them. A lot of the ones complaining should be lucky because if some hadn't done that then the complainers wouldn't even be here.
If my son gets some girl pregnant at sixteen then I would expect him to do the right thing and marry her. The bible says that when a woman gets married then she becomes one with the man. Naturally, at any age, that would mean that the girl that gets pregnant or even just marries the boy or man then should leave her family and live with his. It would mean that all of you who read this and are high school or college age, running around and getting girls pregnant then need to man up, take your responsibility and be the father/man of the house!
People these days are such babies when it comes to things of this matter.
We need to teach children our country's real history. Not spend a day or week on wars and not spend an eternity on slavery that really only happened for maybe twelve years. Stop all this calling people racist and stop pushing being gay and interracial relationships on children.
Grow a pair of balls, and get over it!!!