Who I am...

I hate to admit it but I have an introvert personality.I also get depressed easily especially when you weren't really invited to something but that one relative posts pictures and videos about it and you wish they would have invited you or even acknowledge you sometimes. Like a "hey,how are you?" kind of thing but they don't,yet they have you as a friend on Facebook and some even have you on their instagram.
I hate being this way because in a way my children suffer from not having memories to look back on like I have of my childhood. It makes me sad at the same time I feel better knowing I'm keeping them from certain influences.

Being an introvert and a mother

Want to know something that is hard?
Try having an introvert personality while being a mother. Introverts tend to be very quiet people.they don't like being part of a crowd and they hate having any attention put on them.they tend to seek out solitary habits,hobbies and lifestyles.

Unless of course you happen to have children.then suddenly you get unwanted attention put on you at all times, you never have any alone time.you never get to do anything by yourself.(even trips to the bathroom are no longer a solitary habit) and you now have to face people whether you are prepared for it or not, like doctors, teachers, other children's parents, complete strangers wanting to tell you how adorable your kids are.
Lets just say that it becomes an introvert's nightmare.especially when you have a husband who had an extrovert personality (think total opposite of an introvert) and another child on his way into this world (currently 34 weeks👣)

But blogging or journaling your thoughts out actually helps. It lets you speak your mind without having to face or interact with others.
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