People....

I swear I get so tired of people taking advantage of those of us who dont have much. Especially certain people *cough cough* who have a house that they own, have a job, has at least four vehicles whereas my family does not have a job, having to live in the damn housing authority and is having to pay that certain person gas money anytime we have to go to the fucking store for something!
They caused me to lose my vehicle,they turned my vehicle into a damn junk heap and still expect me not my husband to get mad when we have to sell something we own to buy something just to buy things like diapers....it's fucking disgusting how much they don't want me to get ahead in life.
Its absolutely fucking disgusting
(side note: mickie james is not "hardcore country". Showing off your breasts and abs and ass in a music video while wearing daisy dukes and a tied up plaid shirt and cowboy boots do not make you "hardcore")

My life

I have to admit that I have always had issues with my body and my mind. Whether I'm too shy or what I wished I looked like.you know,normal worries. But then I turned nineteen and got set up with this great guy, who has been my husband for five years so far, and next thing I know I am pregnant with my first child, who is turning five this year 😦,but going through those changes and feeling his kicks and then giving birth to him has really opened my mind and has stomped on those issues I had.
Even more so with all the healthy issues that we later found out about his eyes. (born with cataracts,ended up having glaucoma which we're still dealing with now) but despite all of that, he has remained just so unbelievably happy and is the sweetest most living child on this planet. Seeing him face all this and watch him never change demeanor has really taught me major lessons and helped to further stomp down my own issues. Also seeing him love me unconditionally even though I'm overweight,etc makes me love him that much more.it makes me realize that that stuff doesn't matter at all.
Then I developed epilepsy and had to go through having him witness several of my seizures reevaluated my thinking as well. Ever since that first seizure,if I am laying down for any reason or if I complain of not feeling well,he immediately will come lay beside me or he will constantly come ask if I am okay. He'll love on me, give me kisses and endless hugs, thinking in his mind that it'll make me feel better and in many ways it actually does. I mean I'm in my midtwenties and here is a five year old little boy who does everything he can to male me feel better.how can you not love him for that?
So now I have come upon finding myself pregnant yet again.mind you that I still have epilepsy so this pregnancy is really stressing me out.I have fears that are there now that weren't before during my first pregnancy.but my son, and my husband, still remain the sweet ones they are. My son even tried ,on purpose, not to lay on my stomach and such. He says he wants a little brother,😄 at this point I don't care what gender the baby is but that it comes out perfectly healthy and doesn't have any health problems.
Becoming a mother really changes you.

Get over it

This country really needs a wake up call. All this political correct carp is bullshit.  You all cannot face the fact that trump speaks his mind while you get the lies and run around from everyone else. My homestate elected trump as the republican candidate in the primaries and I'm glad. Now he just needs to become the president.

This country needs a fix and trump is the man to do it. We do not need any other "first"  presidents. And this country sure does not need a first female president. I'm not saying that a woman cannot do the job but the woman that's running for president absolutely will not do the job. She needs to be in jail.as does Sharpton but that's just my opinion.

I saw on Facebook where someone actually called these times "modern slavery days " whoever that person is must be hooked on crack or something.it's not any kind of slavery days because if it were, white people wouldn't be getting such carp for what we do. You all would know your place. ....just saying!